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Wednesday, March 5, 2008

Better

I hesitate to even write these words, but I THINK THINGS ARE GETTING BETTER. Yesterday was by far the worst day I've had. I am convinced that God sent the snow only so Matt could stay home with me. Yesterday was bad. Very very bad. The good news is that on Monday, I changed medication and really feel like it has already helped... though not as much as all the prayers going up. And I ask...beg... for you to continue to pray for me. While I do feel better, I am still very anxious and have a heart full of fear. If you haven't experienced postpartum, it's just not something easily explained or at all rational. But it's very real to me, and so very scary. This is the first day I've been at home by myself past 9 am or so. Please pray that today will be my first day on a very quick road to recovery.

4 comments:

Elizabeth said...

I just found your blog and have been reading through your last few days and weeks. I struggled with some postpartum depression with both kids, but fortunately it was resolved pretty quickly. But it was very tough at the time-lots of anxiety and crying. I am praying for you right now, that this would end quickly and that you would be able to enjoy baby Jeb and your girls completely.

Sharon said...

Glad you feel like you are on the up and up!

The Ward's said...

I am so thankful you are getting better. I have prayed for you and thought about you a lot lately! I actually tried to call you today but you did not answer. I am so sorry you are going through this, but this too shall pass! I know the Lord is with you, even in this time!
Love ya girl!

Daniel, Gretchen, and Caden Miller said...

We're praying for you! For every thing there is a season... and we're praying that your "season" of postpartum is over. :-)